Jun 15, 2022

The Dawn of Everything

This is a big dense book packed full of crazy ideas. The effort to read it is definitely worth the pay off.

Unlike many grand narratives of society that assume that the endpoint of social evolution is the modern democratic/humanist nation state and work backwards to tell a story about what conditions gave rise to this glorious present, The Dawn of Everything assumes nothing. It simply lays out the evidence and shows how many different paths were possible and how many endpoints are still possible.

It discusses how domestication of grains didn’t necessarily lead all early societies to create large settlements where specialization and class hierarchies quickly developed. It discusses how power structures can emerge and how some early societies eventually rejected them.

It gave me some hope for the future because it leaves the door open for society to morph into something more just and equatable for everyone.

The Circle

I only read this book because I heard that the movie was pretty good, so my expectations were not high. In general, I find that books that are turned into good movies are terrible books. There are some where the movie and the book are great, but that is typically because the people making the movie morph the book in such a way that the narrative skeleton remains, but little else; the movie and the book are distinct works of art.

Dave Eggers is considered a solid writer and a deep thinker, so there was a chance the book would be a good commentary on our modern social media, tech ruled world.

I did not find that to be the case.

The main character’s transformation throughout the book didn’t work for me. She does come into the story as your typical techo-utopian idealist, but she has enough sense of individuality that her turn doesn’t feel right. There is nothing in the plot that warrants her change and I just did not buy that the nice Wise Man had enough charisma to convince a smart, mostly undamaged person to give up everything for what is so transparently terrible.

The plot, in the beginning, is stiflingly slow as it builds up the main character. That makes the laziness of the back half so much more frustrating.

There is some social commentary about the possible ills of straying down our current path too far. However, it is hard to tell where Eggers stands on the issue. There are certainly people who play for the side of not blindly going down the rabbit hole and have well thought out ideas about why it is a patently bad idea. Yet, in the end the techno-utopian and the rampant capitalist win the day.

Perhaps the message is that society is just a bunch of sheeple blindly following a wolf dressed up in robes…

The Circle from which the book takes its title, is also just too over the top for my tastes. It’s is like someone took Google, Facebook, and Apple and mashed them into one company and then put Darth Vader and Mr. Rodgers in change.

At least I crossed it off the list…. 

Mar 16, 2022

The Buried Giant

 A great take on the Arthurian legend and a complex accounting of man's ability to live peacefully.

The storytelling is superb. As the author lifts the mist off of his protagonists, we believe in them and feel for them.

Also as the mist in the story lifts, the players must contend with a past that has been hidden from them.

Can true love survive the memory of guilt and petty betrayals? Can a peace be sustained by the erasure of tragedy? Are legends remembered incorrectly worthy of their glory?

Must we all travel into that good night alone?

The book offers no answers, but it does weave a good tale while asking them.

Jan 2, 2022

Reading in 2021

 I have been doing a very bad job of keeping a reading log or commenting on the books I have read…

Partially this is a function of depression and partially a function of just not wanting to spend more time on my screen…

Regardless, I have done a surprising amount of reading this past year. It has been one of my main coping strategies during the never ending COVID scourge of WFH, masking, and general fear.

My book source of choice has been the Libby app by Overdrive. It is super convenient: it lets you check books out of the library; it has a good reading interface; it syncs across all of my iThings; it keeps track of all the books I’ve read.

In 2021 I have read:

  • Oryx and Crake
  • The Year of the Flood
  • MaddAddam
  • Childhood’s End
  • Amatka
  • 11/23/63
  • Where Men Win Glory
  • A Promised Land
  • The Passage
  • The Twelve
  • The City of Mirrors
  • Life After Life
  • No One is Talking About This
  • Exhalation
  • Arrival
  • The Gun
  • Under the Dome
  • Ready Player One
  • Ready Player Two
  • Klara and the Sun
  • One Second After
  • Annihilation
  • The Years of Rice and Salt
  • Forever Peace
  • Forever Free
  • Triplanetary
Not all of the books were good, but all were passable.

The best were probably the MaddAddam series, Klara and the Sun, and Annihilation.

The most disappointing were the “Ready Player” series. The writing was fine, but I just could not care about the narrator, nor did I by into the techno-utopian tone. Count me out of a world where big tech is the path to a better tomorrow.

I found One Second After disappointing as well. The writing was stiff and the story predictable. The fact that human beings are not prepared for a major disaster and will barely survive without our technology is not a call to arms, but the sad state of reality.

Triplanetary was a total throw back pleasure of swashbuckling, manly man writing.

The “Forever” books were good, but not nearly as good as the Forever War. I should amend that a bit; Forever Peace was a bit pants. It falls apart when the resolution to all problems is “computer enabled mind meld”. That is almost as lazy as using time travel to wrap up plot holes.

The biggest surprise for me was the series that started off with The Passage. I thought the short-lived Fox show was a good romp, but was bowled over by how good the source material turned out to be. I’m not sure how Fox could have filmed the rest of the series, but it would have been interesting to see how they tried.

In conclusion:
  • Reading has kept me sort of sane
  • Libby is great
  • I should blog more

Apr 19, 2021

A Promised Land

 I've enjoyed President Obama's previous books and find him to be both smart and honestly reflective. The first part of his presidential memoir, victory tour, or history book - you can pick it Wilson - has not changed this opinion.

The book is a slog to read. It is great that he ensures that the credit is spread around and attempts to present a fully fleshed picture of what happened in the early days of his national political career. However, it is a lot and, no matter the intentions, slanted towards putting Obama and his team on the right side of history. 

Still, nobody really cares any more today than they did 10 years ago why the Wall Street crowd managed to skate out of the house they burnt down with more money. The argument that cracking heads was the only path to keep ordinary Americans from more suffering still sucks even if it is a true one. Hardly any regular American is going to believe that Larry Summers or Tim Gietner gave advice that was not slanted towards the interests of their friends. Locking up the architects of the financial collapse may have just made matters worse and it may well have been impossible to do more for suffering homeowners, but A Promised Land doesn't do a convincing job of making the case.

Sadly, the book leaves off in the middle of the Arab Spring and Libya discussions. What is presented sounds a lot like more of the same we heard at the time: Obama is cautious to spend American capitol in places where he thinks the prospects for change are slim and he sees the prospects for change in the Middle East as slim at best. He may wish there were a path, but he cannot see it.

I am sympathetic to Obama's basic ideas and largely agree with the positions he took. I also know that I would feel as trapped by circumstances as he did. I just wish Obama could have followed Strunk and White's most sage advice - use less words.

Jan 8, 2021

Oryx and Crake

 I am on a bit of pandemic, anxiety, general feeling of failure as a father reading kick and settled on good old post-appocalytic fiction to lighten my mood.....

I don't need to say that this is masterfully written. Atwood rarely does anything short of great.

The scariest thing about the future she depicts is that it is easy to see the through line that gets us to a very similar point. Human greed/shortcomings, government's abject apathy or inability to regulate the destruction of the common good in the face of rampant corporate power, the lack of ethical thinking in turning science into product are all features of our current society. It is not much of a stretch from here there.

It is odd that the only possibly good person in the novel is largely on construct. Oryx has suffered more than any of the protagonists, but in Snowman's construction of her she retains a basic goodness. Is that real or is she just playing him? Does it really matter?

It would be easy to make Crake a villain in this. He is the progenitor of the Fall and, in his mind, the Creation. Atwood undercuts this at the very end however, by making it clear that he has no intention of living in the new Eden. His final act ensures that Snowman will kill him.

It is hard to tell if leaving Snowman alive to keep the Crakers safe is intended as a vengeful jab or all part of the master plan. Snowman is not the best choice to keep the Crakers safe and pure. He is good with words, loyal, and capable of compassion, but he is also bitter and self-destructive.

Maybe Snowman was just a back up in case Oryx didn't make it. Maybe the plan was for Snowman and Oryx to act as a team. Maybe Crake did plan on seeing the new world ushered in until he was undone by Oryx.

In any case, the book is a good read and it didn't seem to make me any more depressed.

Dec 27, 2020

The Psychology of Time Travel

 The book was a good COVID library read. The twisty plot kept me interested and even though it does not take long to figure out who the dead body belongs to, the book keeps you guessing about who does the deed right up until the very end.

The characters are interesting although common types.

The book has nothing new to say about the ethics of time travel or the human condition.

It does its job of being entertaining without sparking any deep thoughts.

Aug 31, 2020

The Testamements

 I always thought the Handmaiden's Tale needed a sequel. It ended in a way that didn't call for a revisiting of the world or a continuation of the story. Maybe you wanted to know what happened to the narrator after the end, but that is almost always the case in a good novel unless the author ensures everyone is dead at the end.

The Testaments was undoubtedly the result of renewed interest in the book and Gilead created by a hit TV show. That is not to say that I think Atwood was looking to make money out of the deal or that the producer of the show pushed her to write the book. I do think that Atwood had likely moved past revisiting Gilead until the TV show, and Trumpworld, made it relevant, and a possible reality, to a young generation of women.

The novel also once again proves that Atwood is a master story teller. The Testaments is both a sequel and an expansion of the original. By using the same framing device, one shared character, and two successors to the original Handmaid, she manages to bind the two together in structure, place, and time. However, by using the triple narratives to tell the story, Atwood manages to expand the reader's appreciation of how easily Gilead could arise, how easily its residents are willing to accept its "horrors", and how, by its mundanity, the normal world is still a much better place.

Aunt Lydia is the most interesting of the three narrators. She lives in the space between protagonist and antagonist. It is through her that we learn the history of how Gilead came to be. Her position within the society lends credence to her narrative about her position in the formation of the social order. Her apparent complicity in the downfall of Gilead lend credence to her protestations that she did the best she could to make things as right as possible. However, all of her narration could just be a revisionist tale to obscure her guilt and complicity in the horrors she has help bring into being. What is clear is that she is a smart and ruthless woman who knows how to get what she wants. Perhaps the most interesting thing about Lydia is the possibility that in someway she is both saint and sinner. She may have been playing the long game and trying to make the best of a terrible situation, but she is also always looking to maximize her position and prestige.

The two girls, while less interesting, are more sympathetic characters. They are born into the situation and have less ability to choose their paths. Largely this is due to age; they lack the maturity and experience to see their choices.

Of the two Agnes has more agency. She knows her full story and understands the rules of the game in which she is trapped. She has seen the options open to her and does her best to position herself for success. She is not quite as jaded or self-serving as Lydia, but she is willing to do what is needed to get ahead. Agnes, while carried along on an unrelenting current, makes decisions to steer her ship so that she may one day have power and agency.

Daisy, on the other hand, is picked up by the current and smashed into the rocks. She goes from a life that a contemporary reader recognizes of normal teenaged angst to a life where she is both a symbol and a chess piece in a game she'd rather not play. While neither girl has good choices: Agnes can be a Commanders Wife and live a life of relative privilege or be an Aunt and live a life of relative comfort; Daisy can either live a life of constant fear and running or risk death in the hopes of possibly regaining a normal life. That she choses the hero's path cannot not be seen as heroic.

I think one of Atwood's greatest strengths is that she is unsparing. Her characters are flawed, weak, and selfish. Yet, they are also doing they best they can to scrape out a decent life, and possibly, make the world a little better.

That Gilead falls as easily as it was created is not surprising. It was a house of cards built by flawed, weak, self-serving people. The makers of Gilead, including Aunt Lydia, are different from the rest of us only in their cruelty and their lack of empathy.

Once their humanity is exposed for all to see, the rest of the sharks swarm for the kill. Once their depravity is exposed, the rest of the powerful class must quickly move to prove that they are beneficent before the masses recognize their own flaws.

Mar 9, 2016

No Drama Discipline

I had heard about this new fangled neuroscience based approach to raising a child. I was intrigued with the idea and looking for ways to avoid drama with my dramatic child. I love Bug to death, but she can make a mountain out of a grain of nanoparticle.
The book was a good read. As with most of this type of book, it was front loaded with the problem. The authors, unlike some, started dropping strategies fairly early on which was nice. The last parenting book I read felt like a litany of "this is what you are doing wrong" for 90% of the book and then one chapter on how to implement the system.
The other thing that I liked about this book was that it is not so much a system as it is an approach. The strategies in the book are pretty broad brushed and seem easy to customize to fit your child and your lifestyle. It was not a one size fits all sort of deal.
The authors also make the pill easier to swallow by making sure that the reader knows that they are human beings as well. There are several tales of how they, and others, have done the wrong thing.
The main take away from the book was that you cannot control your child, you can only help them learn to control themselves. The best way to do that is to allow them to learn when possible and to know when to be the boss when the child cannot.

Feb 7, 2015

2014

2014 felt like a long year. There were a lot of great things, but they were punctuated by long stretchs of drudgery.Life comes with a certian amount of drudgery. It is unreasonable to expect constant excitment from visiting to the grocery store, folding laundry, washing dishes, supervising a child in the shower, brushing your teeth, helping your child brush her teeth, watching the same episode of Dragon Tales for a week, watching Elsa build her ice castle everyday for three weeks, or being a taxi service to play dates, gymastics, swim lessons, birthday parties, and dance lessons.
The taxi service does, more than occasionally, lead to excitement or at least a moment of joy and/or wonder. I get to see Bug having fun, learn new skills, surprise herself, listen to her stories, and teach me new things. Taxi service is the drudgery that makes me appreciate the wonder of being a dad.
The additional drudgery this year comes from my job. It pays well, but there have been few oppertunities for me to really sink my teeth into anything. The pace of development is slow and most of the features in development are simple from a user perspective. It is hard for me to get excited about documenting a point-and-click UI or the same APIs in a different language. The amount of process and over management exascerbate the boredom. I pretty much have to clear everything I do through a manager and one other person. This is in addition to technical and editorial reviews…. I’m not sure if the solution is a different job or a different attitude; the devil you know or the devil you don’t….
There were also parenting challenges. Bug went through a bit of tantrum storm through the spring and summer. Two of her great strenghts are her independance and her determination (some may call it stuborness). They help her in all sorts of ways, until they mix together in a cauldron of frustration and explode. We had some rough rides, but, hopefully, we all learned how to modulate ourselves and use our natures positively. The darkest moments made me glad that I wasn’t in this alone. Being able to tag out for some relief and having a different perspective on hand made weathering the storms much easier. It makes me respect the work my Mom must have done as a single parent even more than I already did. One thing is certain: Parenting is the most challenging thing I have, and will likely ever, do.
Fortunately, life has a lot of wonder to offset the drudgery:

  • There were a bunch a great paddles this year.
  • Bug and I got to go on a bunch of great bike rides together.
  • Bug learned to ride a two wheeler.
  • We all went on our first real hiking adventure in the White Mountains.
  • We did our first real kayaking trip on Boston harbor.
  • We had a number of relaxing camping vacations.

When I look back on the year, it loses a lot of its drabness. The moments of joy and wonder bubble up and remind me what is important: smiles, laughter, hugs, learning new things, sharing nature.